Dangerous green

"I want. I want. I want." (Unless by Carol Shields)

I want a green lawn. I want it everytime I drive by a patch of deep green grass. I want it when I see dandelions. I want. I want. I want.

So the kids and I go to the store to buy "dangerous chemicals." Holden even has ideas now on what we should do. "I think the lawn has a disease." More dangerous chemicals.

Today the man came and aerated our lawn. It's been raining. Bright hopeful green.